
After all, he wasn't just abandoned, he wasn't colorless but cool and collected and loved. Maybe when he wakes up he is ready to handle whatever comes next, even if it is rejection.

By not picking up the phone and letting himself be in the present and falling asleep I think it indicated he was prioritizing his own mental peace at that moment and letting things unfold tomorrow at their own pace. So, he wasn't unwanted, and maybe he isn't unimportant to Sara as well but all these years have left him assuming he will be abandoned by others. Even though the truth is that he was an essential part of the group of five friends, cutting Tsukuru off was the hardest thing they did. When he talks about how he might die for real if Sara rejects him, it's because he will go through the experience of being unwanted again. And I say, Welcome to the real world.I took away the message that even if Tsukuru had resolved his past trauma and found the answer to what led his friends to cut him off, which is not because he wasn't worth anything to them, his fears and the painful experience were still there. But since I had to choose one, I went with the toes.’ I turn to him and warmly applaud him. Why did you choose your toes and not your fingers? The person usually says, ‘I don’t know. In his 2014 novel Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and his Years of Pilgrimage, Murakami places particular emphasis on the names of the protagonist and his friends. But before I do, I’d like you to tell me something. At about eight seconds most people say, ‘The toes.’ Okay, I say, toenails it is.


If you’re unable to decide, we’ll rip off both your fingernails and your toenails. So, which will it be? You have ten seconds to make up your mind. You have the freedom to choose which it’s going to be-your fingernails, or your toenails. Slowly, making sure everybody gets a good look. Also anyone who would like a middle-aged version of Catcher in the Rye. I also recommend it for midlife crises and to anyone who feels lost. Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki is a great quarter-life crisis book. I pull out a huge, scary pair of pliers from my briefcase and show them to everybody. Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage is Haruki Murakamis thirteenth novel. We’re going to have to rip off either your fingernails or your toenails with pliers.

And this is what I say: I have some good news for you, and some bad news. I gaze around the room, pick one person, and have him stand up. “It’s the first thing I always say at our new employee training seminars.
